X-Rated Confessions My Secret Life as a Unicorn

by Charles Willard

This is a book about searching for self-understanding that takes you on a journey from the mind of a one-year-old child connected next to a two-year-old child, on upward through puberty, the teen years, and adulthood, through age sixty, showing how all the events in these different ages are all interconnected, and how, in the end, we have no control over some of these connections. This is a strictly honest chronicle from the years1935 to 2008 as the author searches for his father, the love of good older men as his substitute, and self-acceptance of his sexual orientation as a straight heterosexual turned gay in his search for his father. The book is also a chilling chronicle of the author's violent criminal side from childhood to age sixty with the final collapse of his life in a monstrous crime that destroys his life--all connected to the family split at age one and the author's reaction to that split. The book also chronicles the love-hate relationships of both the author and his sister as they cope with vicious child abuse and their hatred of their tormentors over all the years of their lives. The book is recommended for gay adolescents and gay adults as well as their heterosexual allies and the bi-curious. The profanity and explicit sex scenes in the book are necessary to capture the author's full experience in the mixture of the gay and the heterosexual worlds in his life.

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